LOVELIFE?

last march 18, i said "YES" to the guy i really really like!
we dated that night and that made me superbly HAPPY!!!
but the next day, he ignored me. as well as the following days
and that was during our FINALS exam.
it was quite difficult to concentrate on studying whilst my mind
was off somewhere in outerspace!!!

i cried, i was mad, i took pity on myself.
and keep on asking one question all over again:
"did i really fall for the wrong guy? why did i answer him
with "yes"? why? why? why him?"

these words keep haunting me and turns out to havebad results
on my exams! i HATE it!

but now that scholl year's over, fate went backwards.
he was quite good to me after the finals week.
we went out together and that erased my anger towards him.

kadali ra bah nako ma.uto uhy! dali ra ayo nawa ako kalagot sa iya.
maybe, i really do LIKE and LOVE him. and i am BLINDED by this.

it's summer and we kept contact.
everyday we call each other and that is enough to make my day complete.
his sweet and caring, but i still can't erase the doubt that his just playing with me.
it's difficult to trust someone who is far from you. specially when some girl from his past
is just near him. VERY NEAR HIM> i keep getting jealous.
i should really be thankful that he tells me everything, but it really hurts!
i now that he still love that girl but i love to believe on what he always tell me
"that he loves me now more than rhea! and he trusts me and that he will never ever leave me"!

HAHAHAH ACES! acetoryahee kaayo.
but it makes me smile and gives me a warm feeling al over!

how much i love this guy?
more than you know.
since he is the reason why i broke my own rules and principles.
and that is not to get involve on such relationships until i graduate!
he made me think that i would love to take the risks if it was HIM!!

i really do hope he can return all the love i am giving him!
i can't quite imagine myself after a break-up or something.
but i will surely reover fast and never ever get my emotions too ATTACHED
next time around!

if this won't work out, this relationship, i will still be thankful that
something wonderful like him happened to meh!!

KENNETH LOUISSE PIRAMIDE!!!!

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