When Reality Strikes!

Done with college, start with complicated real-life journey!


How time flies so fast nowadays.
It seems to me that it was just like yesterday when we were goofing around VSU campus. And especially those sleepless yet memorable nights inside DCST building. <sigh!>

Before i was so pissed on numerous lectures and exams that we need to take and struggle with everyday that makes me very abrupt on graduating as soon as possible and land myself a job to earn money to do and buy all the things I want. But now that all has been done and all school works are made, i am so missing doing all those things again and how i hate working myself up just to earn a living:'(

HOW COMPLICATED!
I just realized being in college, with friends and stuffs, is A LOT EASIER than being a part of the working citizens. YES, the pressure at school is quite tiring and stressing, but supporting yourself and even your family is A LOT DIFFICULT.

But this is what reality really means. I am done with my short-time life with fantasy and fun. It's time to grow up and be more independent. Nothing works out well if we'll be lazy and dependent. It's a battle we need to take for a very long period of time.


Nothing comes easy starting now.
This journey is a must to conclude what I'll be in the future :D
No matter what happens, I'll just keep on moving forward, holding all those precious memories I had right before i tool this tapsy turby ROAD OF MATURITY!!!! AJAAA!

♥ Being VAIN isn't that BAD ♥

What's wrong if someone just loves to take photos of herself??? is there a law prohibiting teenagers or even adults to love themselves more? Everyone always criticize those people who have lots of solo pictures and even enhance them with the help of edits. They call these people "VAIN".

SAHO ba pod uroi. atleast wa nagpaka martyr sa iba. It's better to have a self-respect and self-preservation. wala may mawala diba??

hahahahahahaha so this is ME. I love being me...

It's the END yet it's the BEGINNING !

There is a good reason they call these ceremonies "commencement exercises."  Graduation is not the end; it's the beginning.                               ~Orrin Hatch

Finally, we have all made it through our 4 years of battle with exams, gigs, fun, mischief's, hard times, love, and the never ending walks inside and outside Visayas State University !
True to itself, nothing's impossible if only we'll work on it together. TOGETHER WE STAND, but divided we fall.. :))

To my batchmates, Jhessa Pening, Decelyn "BOB" Horca, Joselyn "Celine" Lotiba, Cecile Basaca, Claudio "JR" Galia III, John Lester "LOLO" Cañones, Francis "RAN2x" Roda, Rowena Kailing. Jessel Beray. Mark Dave "DAVIUZ" Hermano, Dariel Tanaid, Mark Joshua "MHAJAE" Quevedo, Jannie Fleur Oraño, Chad Ryan Desabille, Cristine Gato, Marvin Cascante, Mona Zaldarriaga and others, I thank you all guys for all the memories you have given me during the past 4 years we had shared together as Computer Science Students. Now, we step up and look up to a new chapter of our lives. we may part ways but the friendship and fights we had we'll always be amongst us wherever we may be.. chhhaaarrrriiinnnnggg :D


in short, PATAKAS sa ta kay manggraduate na ta!
ahw wrong, hehehe CELEBRATE diay kay graduate nata!
hehehe knsa kaha una maminyo nuh? hehe og naa ba kahay magkadayon sa atoa batch? ayeeeiiiii kilig ..


we may have many issues together.
many fights, gossips, back bites, and other stuffs
we still ended up helping each other.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING.

VSU would be dull and boring without you guys.. :'(
CONGRATULATIONS BATCH 2012 
BS in Computer Science
Visayas State University



SO LONG and FAREWELL..
 

MARCH MANIA

March najud intawn!!!
makaGRADUATE ba kaha ko nuh???
duha duha paman jud intawn uie. saon nlang ni pag.apas sa panahon!!!
pwede freeze time muna???

Hope we'll all be guided.
makagraduate unta ang tanan!
para walay mabiyaan.
LABAW NAKO!!!! :")

"Peer Pressure"

Peer pressure is a powerful mental force that influences everyone, but tends to more strongly affect people in their teenage years. It can be both good and bad depending on what they are being pressured to do. Sports figures can be a positive influence, as kids try to perfect their skills and abilities to be more like them. Characters in the movies however, tend to influence the young ones to follow their footsteps in an attempt to do the impossible. For a teenager, trying to fit in and be accepted is a big goal and they will often go to great extremes to be liked and popular among their peers. Their thirst for positive or negative popularity and attention forcefully affects the actions of today’s teens.

But as a student, especially a senior college student, peer pressure is the most common issue! Everyone tends to get giddy and anxious about their performance because one small wrong move might cause the anger of the people around you. Parents tend to unknowingly put a great pressure on us. Through verbal attacks and gestures. They might not know what they're acts influences us, but it really do. One simple "GoodLuck Fighting" can really boost ones spirit. But a "Bantayg di ka kgraduate ahy kay mahimo jud kang yaya!" can ruin ones concentration... 

Hagooooy, untag puro nalang tana moral support ba ang madunggan gkan sa mga importanteng taw. Much better man gane og wala nalang istorya para mas peaceful. Walay mahimong sayop og sakto. Dili lalim ang maningkamot samtang naay gamay na tingog na cgeg pangdiscourage nimo. og kanang mga High Expextations sad, untag di nalang unta magset ana from the start. Kay it's a bit annoying and bothering. 

Pero this is LIFE!. naa jud tanan diri. So live with it, Just do your best and nevermind what others would say! It's your own journey and destiny you are making. NOT THEIRS.......

GO COMSCI PAKNO! untag kagraduate mo. ahhhhhhwwww.

kitang tanan diay. hehehehe :)) GODSPEED.....

TORN between ......

hahahaha
kung kanus.a nagSENIOR year mao pod hingbloom.
ahww boooom diay.. `toooiiinkkkksssss !!!

pero nganu all freshmen man jud? pwede higher year nasad?
hahaha craddle snatcher naman gud daw kaayo ko.. tsk100xx..

Proper Behavior -- human etiquette

Let me define Proper Behavior based on the web --->
"the way a person behaves toward other people in a PROPER manner"

hmmm we are Humans, aren't we? But why do some of us act like animals?
Some behave like vermin and pests. Shouldn't we act as what God has made us to be?
Backstabbing, Calling of names, Fighting and other unlikely attitudes are the things I AM TALKING about.

Di ba pwede na mu-act pod ta according sad sa atoa pangotok?
dagko naman unta bah but murag mga taga bukid na way grado man ang binuhatan og sinultian.
Kailag etiquette brod? kay kung wala, ILA-ILA sa moh bsag kadiyot lang.
JUDGMENTAL ra jud kaayo bah bisag wala kahibaw kung unsa jud ang tinood na hinungdan sa usa ka butang o usa ka gbuhat sa usa ka taw.

People tend to only notice or "purposely take notice" kung unsa ray makita.
Why not try to know the reason/s behind sa action sa usa ka taw? dili kay
largo rapod judge ja MAAYO BAYAG SAKTO pod ang gipakalat.
haggooooooy. insecure o sadyang pakialamera lang jud na wa na sa lugar.
pwede mapoyo bsag kadiyot lang?


mga baji man unta. asa na ang pagka LADY-LIKE nimo inday.
laki man pod unta, asa na ang pagka GENTLEMAN nimo indong....
Before ka MANGHIMAN sa uban, untag imo pod una i-evaluate imoha self.
try to FACE THE MIRROR early in the morning.
ajaw panlibak kung utro pod diay ka nga ing.ana......


This message can be for anyone.
Let us all act as HUMANS.
we should behave PROPERLY and ACCORDINGLY..
Atubanga nalang kung di jud ka ka.uyon kay ngil.ad ng iba-iba na nga taw makadungog nimo na cge kag panlibak og pandaot.....


FACE ME if YOU DARE...!!!!! >_<

Words I Couldn't Say

I couldn't find the exact PERFECT words to use.
Everything seems to stop me from finding these words.

The people around me, the environment, the situations,
and even myself seems to try to pull me back and close my mouth.
All i want is to be heard and to be able to say these words inside my head.
and be able to know right away his response.

They all seem to object . and they all seem to agree.
Will I let them decide for me? or should I take a deep breathe
and Stand up for what I think is the RIGHT thing to do..???
what should I really do?

Some criticize my actions and speecehes.
They call me names and everything.
But should I get affected?
Should I cower and let them be?
Or should I put my heads up and
face reality that is ahead of me?

They really don't know the very purpose/reason behind everything that i do and make,.
but yet they JUDGE me as though they know a lot about me. Which is not TRUE..!!!
I know myself more than anyone else.
BUT YET, i wouldn't try to convince them and know that they're wrong.
i'll let them be with there HYPOCRISY...


GUYS, don't be so judgmental.
KNOW the roots before you utter things.
Because you're only holding me back from saying
the WORD'S I COULDN'T SAY!!!.

NEW YEAR [2012]

bells ringing...

fireworks flashing...

foods overflowing...

cities flooded...

What a way to start the new year.
People are laughing and people are mourning.
But that's the cycle of our short life here on Earth.


I cried from the distance for the Love that was slowly fading away.
As dim as the lights can be, he walked away from my arms and left.
He just made me stronger for I have realized the things that I made me blind before.
Now I can smile without faking it and making it look genuine and pure, my love.

As colors flashed in the dark skies, my eyes sparkles the new Hope and new Life ahead of me.
With no shadow of looking back from the wrongs and errors of the sorrowful past.
With this piece of determination I acquire from the pain and torture you had inflected unto me.

Happy New Year.
Happy New ME.

new life.
new LOVE.
new boy.
new attitude.
new aspirations.
new goals
new dreams.
and new EVERYTHING..!!!